So I just found out that the in-laws will be stopping by tomorrow. If you need background info on why this is so troubling please refer to the post “nightmares”. My reaction was to spontaneously burst into tears. Hopefully sometime in the near future I will not have to worry about them ever again. How this will be accomplished successfully is still under discussion.
They will not be at the hospital(my decision), so at least my sanity and sense of self in that regard will be saved from extra stress, on the baby and myself. Thank goodness.
So tonight I will attempt to sleep… and not dwell on tomorrow’s awkward encounter. Because most importantly-this baby has gone through too much stress because I cared about my in-laws and what they thought, what they did, and what they said for too long. Cheers to working on not “caring” about them… because what truly matters is the baby… and making sure that he doesn’t make a premature appearance. This baby boy needs to cook! Besides- people get exactly what they deserve in the end. No more, no less.
